crappy day number 21....not that i dont like the number 21

UGGGGGG
so auditions was on saturday. and man did i mess up a lot. like its wasnt just small mistakes like forgetting to make soemthing flat or sharp it was like. THE SONG SOUNDS BAD! uggggg i messed up so badly. i did end up convincing my dad to buy an ice cap tho because i messed up so that was good. but now i have to wait till i get anything that tells me how i did. oh yeah the conductor tols me i need a teache. he also told me i need ot put my stand at a certain place and far away. and he moved the stand around when i was tryign tot sight read. SERIOUSLY!!!! the piece had a sharp first of all. SHARPS DONT COMPUTE IN MY BRAIN!!!!! and so i was failing at the sight readign already and then he moves the stand. now see my eyes arent that good so ithen had even MORE trouble trying to read the notes. sigh...... well time to wait and see. i relaly did do pretty bad. i still want to get in tho that way i can hang out with the olsens some more. i only see them once a week usually and it kinda sucks. an di forgot cassie bday on friday :O :'( im such a terrible friend. you see, i remember when peoples bdays are but i never remeber on the actual day. terrible isnt it.
right now im actually missign a whole lesson on global warming but ive been learning global warmign for like 3 years already and so i dotn find it very important or interesting. SOO BRORING! oh and did i mention i have a history test last period. i think i know the stuff but i know i dont know enough. gahhh. at least i did my hitory essay on sta adn finished it. but i realized when i handed it in one of the mistakes was sitll in it. "survivalliving" yeah that words was in my essay. and the essay wasnt very good to begin with. sigh. today is an icky day. i forgot to bring my mouth piece for band and abstract. oh joy. cant wait for lunch just another......50 minutes....SIGH!
oh whatever.
not gonna wirte any more bye

~POLKA DOT**